First Night, before class.

 Just making notes before class begins. I know there will be two sets of leaders. Mark and Kristi George, who drive all the way in from Eclectic to attend Vaughn Park. And Tony and Elizabeth Staten. I'm fearful most of the class will be couples. I had really looked forward to it being a men's only group, but there weren't enough men signing up to do it. I get the feeling most of them were doing it because they felt obligated to attend with their wives. At least, that's one gentleman told me. I feel tonight will be mostly introductory... getting to know the other people in the class and introducing ourselves. Course goals?  Hoping I can deal with someone my anger issues towards the church as an institution and maybe grow. I feel like I've been rather stagnant with my personal Christian growth so I'm not quite sure which way to go. Is there something more? I'm not feeling it. I feel like I have good relations with my heavenly father. The books that they asked us to read before starting this class don't really point me towards something that makes me go Oh! So I'm just going. Don't know what I don't know at this point.

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